SCRIBES OF ANGEL
FanFic
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TITLE: Echo (1/1)
AUTHOR: Dannyblue
EMAIL: dannyblue2@yahoo.com
FEEDBACK: Yes, please.
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SUMMARY: Angelus is on the loose…again.
SPOILERS: No real spoilers, but the story is
set some time in season three, before ‘Offspring’.
PAIRING: Cordelia/Angelus…sort of.
CONTENT/WARNINGS: Violence.
RATING: PG-13. Nothing you wouldn’t see on the
show.
DISCLAIMER: Joss Whedon and Co. own everything.
NOTE: I know we all want an Angel of our own,
but…
PART ONE
Deana Downs
clutched the book with ice numb hands.
A fire raged
in the middle of her living room floor. It was hot and angry…and sapphire blue.
And the only thing containing it was a circle, drawn in chalk, on the hardwood
floor.
A gentle
breeze wandered through the room. It ruffled her dishwater-blond hair, and made
the curtains flutter.
Which
wouldn’t have seemed so weird if the window was open.
“It’s
working,” she gasped with wonder, and disbelief. And a little fear. She never
thought it would work. Not really. This was all supposed to be a game. An
innocent--well, desperate--game.
But it was
working.
Blinking
herself out of her daze, she forced her eyes back to the book. Her voice shook
as she muttered the incantation artistically sprawled across the old, yellowing
page. She just hoped she got the pronunciation right. Some of the words didn’t
even seem like words. Not in any language she’d ever heard of.
With a
nervous swallow, Deana held up a handkerchief covered with blood. His blood.
His blood wasn’t
hard to get. One night, he staggered into that girl’s apartment. And he must
have been hurt, because there was blood on the landing.
Deanna had
scurried out of her apartment, quiet as a mouse, and soaked the blood up with a
handkerchief. Easy.
Now, she
hesitantly approached the sapphire flames. Holding her breath, she tossed the
hankie into the fire.
The blaze
consumed the handkerchief in an instant. It vanished like it had never been.
Deana
couldn’t believe it. This wasn’t supposed to work. She hadn’t expected it to
work.
Well, she
did, but not really.
“H-have to
f-finish,” she stammered. “Just f-finish.”
Her hands
trembled so hard she nearly dropped the book. And she almost ripped the page as
she turned it.
“From these
f-flames,” she read, “bring forth life in the image I desire. Created from my
w-will. Bound to my will. Master to the servant, and the s- servant will obey.”
The fire
roared, drowning out the last few words. The flames shot up towards the
ceiling, and star-white sparks danced around and through them. The wind that
had drifted so lazily through the apartment, whipped into a frenzy. It tore at
the curtains, at the newspaper on the coffee table.
Eyes wide,
Deana staggered back. Too scared to think. Too scared to run. All she could do
was watch.
Watch as the
flames seemed to shrink in one themselves. To implode. And, as the fire shrank,
it got brighter and brighter, until there was a flash of light…
With a
startled cry, Deana dropped the book and covered her eyes.
A sudden, deafening
silence filled the apartment, as loud, in its way, as the roar had been. The
wind vanished, the heat disappeared.
Deana
shivered, afraid of what she’d find. Slowly, she uncovered her eyes.
The fire was
gone. In its place lay a figure.
A wave of
dizziness crashed over her, and Deana’s legs collapsed. She sat on the floor
with a painful thump.
“Oh, God,”
she muttered. “Oh, God. Oh, God,” over and over again.
It was him.
Lying naked in the middle of her living room floor, curled into a fetal
position, and shivering even more than she was. His hair damp. His skin
glistening with sweat.
And he was
beautiful.
“Oh, God.”
_____________________
Deana stood
behind him, running a towel through his damp hair.
He was
sitting in a chair, a heavy quilt wrapped around him. She was glad he wasn’t
shivering anymore.
But he was
confused, just like the book said he would be. It was up to her to help him
adjust.
“We need to
get you some sun,” she babbled, afraid to let silence fall for too long. “I’ve
always thought you were too pale. I guess that’s what happens when you work
nights.”
He didn’t
respond, of course. Just kept looking around, like he was trying to figure out
where he was.
“But we’d
have to be careful,” Deana continued. “You know, when you leave the apartment.
We don’t want that girl to see you. Or any of her friends. They’d just ask
questions.”
Thinking
about it made a tremble rush through her. She hadn’t thought this through, had
she? Yes, she’d gone to ridiculous lengths to perform a ritual that she found
in some obscure book. A book of magic, as crazy as it sounded. She’d bought
twice as much food as usual, like you do when you know you’re going to have a
guest. She’d bought clothes for him to wear.
But she’d
never really considered what she’d do with a mystically created clone.
Still,
nothing could dampen her elation. Because it had worked! He was here, and he
was hers.
And she
didn't have to be alone anymore.
“Angel.”
Startled,
Deana jumped. It was the first time he’d spoken. She hadn’t been sure he could.
Draping the
towel over her arm, she walked around to face him.
He was
staring at the floor, a confused frown on his face.
“You look
like him,” Deana cautiously agreed. “Exactly like him. But you’re not him. More
like a twin.”
A twin with
the exact same memories. The clone had all of Angel’s memories, up to the
moment he was created. But the book said they were faint, like a dream. And,
every day, they would fade a little more. Until they were gone.
He looked up
at her, his black eyes filled with questions. He was looking to her for
answers, for guidance, just like the book said.
Because he
didn’t have free will. He didn’t have a soul.
That part had
worried her a little. Not having a soul couldn’t be good.
But he was
the servant. He would obey her. He would do whatever she told him to do. And
she wouldn’t let him do anything bad.
“Don’t worry
about it right now.” She gave him a reassuring pat on the shoulder. “I’ll try
to explain later. Would you like to put on the clothes I bought you? They’re
just like his. Maybe that will make you…feel better.” She shrugged, not sure of
her own logic.
The clone
looked towards the sofa, where the clothes rested. Black slacks. A black shirt.
Even a black duster.
She’d always
thought he looked so cool in his dusters. They made him look like the
mysterious stranger. Handsome. Strong.
“Hungry,” the
clone said, voice low and a little hoarse.
Deana
squeezed her eyes shut and slapped her hand to her forehead. “Of course you’re
hungry! I should have thought of that. And I bought extra food, too.” Smiling
at her own foolishness, she turned towards the kitchen. “I’ll get you a nice,
big…”
“Don’t bother.
I’ll get my own.”
Suddenly,
Deana was grabbed from behind. An arm as strong as steel wrapped around her
waist. A hand clasped over her mouth, muffling her startled scream. Her head
was wrenched to the side.
After that,
there was just pain.
____________________
Angelus
tossed the book on the coffee table. Leaning his head against the back of the
sofa, he closed his eyes.
It was
strange to think he’d been alive for less than a day. Half a day.
He remembered
so much more. Two hundred and seventy years.
But they were
faint memories. More like a life he’d imagined than actually lived.
The man who
had actually lived those memories was at the Hyperion Hotel right now. Soul
intact.
The clone
gave it some thought. It should probably bother him that he wasn’t the
original. That he was a copy, created by a woman who couldn’t *have* the
original. But he didn’t care. All that mattered was that he existed. And with
no soul to get in the way.
Angelus
glanced at the body of the woman who had been his first meal. Deana Downs,
according to her mail. His maker. His master. The woman who was supposed to
have complete control over him. He shouldn’t have been able to *think* of
killing her, let alone actually do it. But he had, without hesitation.
He wasn’t
supposed to have any free will at all. Just a desire to obey his master. What
had gone wrong?
“Screw it,”
he said as he stood up. “I never did care much for rules.”
Angelus
wandered around the apartment. He still felt disconnected. Not quite there yet.
Pausing, he
closed his eyes. What was the last thing he remembered before he woke up, cold
and naked, in the middle of Deana Downs’ living room floor?
He was at the
Hyperion, doing nothing in particular. It was a slow day.
Wesley was
going through a shipment of new books.
Gunn was
cleaning the weapons. Again.
Fred was at
the computer, pecking happily at the keyboard.
And Cordelia…
“Cordy,” he
muttered, and a faint smile curved his lips.
Cordelia was
bitching about a blind date she didn’t want to go on. But it was the brother of
a friend, one of the few friends she still kept in touch with, and she had
promised.
Angel hadn’t
been happy about the date. The fact that she wasn’t all that happy about it
either made him feel a little better.
Eyes snapping
open, Angelus glanced at the clock. Her blind date was picking her up at nine.
She’d be home soon, to get ready. Whether she wanted to go on the date or not,
Cordy would give herself plenty of time to prepare. To look her best.
Which was
always spectacular.
As he turned,
Angelus’s foot bumped into Deana’s lifeless arm. Glancing down at her, he
sighed. Now that he knew she was responsible for his existence, he kind of
regretted killing her so quickly.
Frowning, he
gave the matter some thought.
“No, I
don’t.”
____________________
As she walked
down the hall toward her apartment, Cordelia yawned. She was beat. Not that
they had done anything today. Which was the problem. She was used to constant
activity, one crisis after another. Boredom was exhausting.
She so did
*not* want to go on this date tonight. But she made a promise. Back in the day,
pre-Fred, Cordy talked Megan into going out on a date with Wesley. After his
break-up with Virginia, the man seriously needed some…whatever.
Well, the two
hadn't hit it off, and time rolled along.
After so
long, Cordy figured Megan had forgotten the debt. The woman had the attention
span of...well, Swiss cheese.
But, as it
turned out, she was waiting on her brother to pay a visit.
"Why
should I waste you on just some guy," Megan had asked, "when you're
perfect for Jack?"
Cordy got the
feeling Megan expected wedding bells and a new sister-in-law.
Cordy just
hoped Jack wouldn't bore her to death. If she fell asleep in her soup, Megan
would never forgive her.
Stopping at
the door to her apartment, Cordelia reached into her purse for her keys.
And that's
when she felt it. That kind of skin-crawly feeling you got when you knew
someone was watching you.
Scowling,
Cordy peered down the hall.
Deana Downs'
door was open just a crack.
Cordelia
sighed. Deana was the strangest girl. When she moved in, Cordelia went over to
say a neighborly hello. Not only had she *not* been invited in, but Deana gave
off serious "leave me alone" vibes.
So, Cordy left
her alone.
Then, Cordy
realized that, when one of the guys came over, Deana's front door would open
just enough for the girl to peak out into the hallway. It was weird. And gave
Cordy the urge to yell, “Peeping Tomisina, much!!!”
Instead,
whenever she caught Deana spying, Cordy would wave. And, immediately, the door
would close with a quiet click.
Well, why fix
it if it ain't broke?
"Hi,
Deana!" Cordy called. Pasting on a bright smile, she waved cheerfully.
But the door
didn't close. It didn't budge an inch in either direction.
Smile fading,
Cordy dropped her arm. For some reason, the fact that the door didn't close
seemed weird. Even a little creepy.
She suddenly
realized that all of the lights in Deana's apartment were off, and it was
impossible to see inside. Who knew who was standing there, watching her.
Deana's brother. Or her crazy uncle. Or some weird guy she picked up at a bar.
Feeling
uneasy, Cordy unlocked her door and hurried into her apartment.
____________________
Slowly,
Angelus closed the door.
"Cordy's
home," he said. Saying the words made a strange warmth flow through him.
Warmth and…anticipation.
He glanced
towards the corpse of his maker.
"I have
to get ready. I want my first night with her to be…special."
********************
********************
PART TWO
Cordelia came
awake slowly, eyes fluttering open to take in the moonlit bedroom. Yawning, she
lifted her hands above her head and stretched.
The lamp on
the bedside table clicked on.
“Thanks, Dennis,”
Cordy said. “You’re better than an alarm clock.”
She folded
her hands across her stomach, and let her eyes drift half closed. Lying in bed
felt so good. So cozy. She didn’t want to get up. Not yet.
“Just a few
more minutes,” she decided. “I’ll still have plenty of time to get ready.”
She wondered
what was going on at the office.
Well, Wes was
probably cross-referencing his new books by now, which was his idea of a good
time. Gunn would have abandoned his weapons for the Game Boy. Fred was still
online, unless she had a sudden urge to invent a deadly device that looked just
like a cuckoo clock. And, if she knew Angel, he had settled down to read some
old, depressing book in whatever language it had been written in originally.
“Sounds like
fun,” she muttered. More fun than she was going to have tonight.
Not that she
didn’t like going out. Nothing beat a night on the town. But spending the
evening with a complete stranger who she had never even met had no appeal.
With a soft
moan, Cordy sat up. “This from the former dating champion of Sunnydale High.”
She should
really try to be optimistic about this whole thing. Instead of expecting to
have a bad time, she should just decide to have a good time.
“Yeah,
right.”
With another
yawn, she shuffled into the bathroom.
____________________
“Honey!”
Angelus called as he let himself into Deana’s apartment. “I’m home!”
When there
was no answer, he tsked and shook his head. “I guess she’s still in bed.”
Angelus
closed the door and carried his shopping bags to the dining room table. His
outing had been very productive.
First, he
paid a visit to the occult store Angel Investigations used whenever they needed
supplies. And he’d found exactly what he was looking for.
“I hope that
girl appreciates all the trouble I’ve gone to for her.”
He took the
stone out of the first bag and held it up to the light. It wasn’t all that
impressive, actually. It looked like an ordinary rock that, for some
unfathomable reason, had been painstakingly polished. Hardly worth the price he
paid for it. Well, Deana paid for it.
But Angelus
knew it was worth every penny.
He set the
stone on the table and reached into the other bag.
His second
stop was at a store that…well, that would make Wesley stutter and little Fred
blush.
Grinning at
the image, he began to remove his purchases. One look around the store and he
knew what Cordelia liked so much about shopping. Everywhere he looked, there
was some new toy he wanted for his very own. And he’d probably overdone it a
little.
The shackles,
of course, were a must. And these were padded, so the skin around the wrists
and ankles wouldn’t get too bruised.
The blindfold
wasn’t really necessary. Cordelia was going to know exactly who he was. But
there were all kinds of fun things you could do with them. If you had the
imagination.
The whip was
purely an impulse buy. And this one was guaranteed not to break the skin.
There was
more. And he couldn’t really imagine using half the things he’d bought. Then
again…
“Who knew
shopping sprees could be so much fun.”
But the real
fun was thinking of ways to use this stuff.
____________________
Two dresses
floated in midair, inches from her face.
“Um, that
one.” Cordelia pointed to the royal blue.
Phantom hands
draped the chosen dress across the bed. The reject glided back to the closet.
Cordelia
grinned. Every girl should have a ghost. Dennis took loads of hassle out of
getting ready.
The only
shoes she had that matched the dress drifted over to the bed.
“Thank you,
Dennis.”
Tightening
the belt of her robe, Cordelia sat down at her vanity table. As she applied her
make-up, Dennis started to sort through her jewelry box.
“Something silver,”
she suggested. Other than that, she’d let Dennis choose. He had great taste.
Her pep talk
from earlier was starting to work. Playing dress up always made her feel
better. And, while she still wasn’t looking forward to tonight, she’d decided
to make the best of it.
And who knew,
right? Tonight could turn out to be more interesting than she thought.
____________________
Jack Clayton
ran a nervous hand through his hair. He was starting to feel nervous. More
nervous.
“I hate blind
dates,” he sighed. They were always awkward, usually un-fun, and rarely lead to
anything but a promise to never go on a blind date again.
But his
sister could talk him into just about anything. And seeing the picture of
Cordelia Chase had helped. A lot.
Jack took the
stairs to the second floor. As he reached the landing, the door to the closest
apartment opened. And a man dressed in black appeared.
“Oh, geez!”
the man exclaimed, jumping a little. He put a hand over his heart. “Damn, you
scared me!”
Jack, a
little startled himself, took a step back. “Sorry about that. I didn’t mean…”
“No problem.”
The man donned an embarrassed smile. “I just wasn’t expecting…” He paused, a
frown marring his intense brow. “Hey, are you here to pick up Cordelia Chase?”
Surprised,
Jack nodded. “Um, yeah. We have a date.”
“I know. And
I was supposed to give you a message if I saw you. See, Cordy had to run out
for a sec. But she’ll be back soon. Ten, fifteen minutes.”
“Oh,” Jack
sighed. This was just what he needed. “Well, I guess I’ll go wait outside.” He
turned toward the stairs.
“Hey!” the
guy grabbed his shoulder. “No need for that. Cordy felt so bad, she asked if
I’d let you wait in my apartment.”
Stepping away
from the guy’s strong grip, Jack shook his head. “I don’t think…”
“It’s no
problem at all.” He waved towards the door. “Come on in.”
Jack thought
about it for a second. He really didn’t want to sit in his car for the next ten
or fifteen minutes. And who knew if this girl would be back that soon.
Besides, there
was a reason he hadn’t wanted to go out tonight.
“Do you have
ESPN?” Jack asked.
His
prospective host grinned. “Couldn’t live without it.”
With a grin
of his own, Jack nodded and walked through the door.
“Name’s
Angelus, by the way,” the man said as he closed the door.
“I’m Jack,”
Jack said…a second before his mind absorbed the name. “Angelus?”
“Unusual, I
know. My, um, mother had some pretty grandiose ideas. She was heavy into
symbolism and irony.”
“Oh,” Jack
said. Shrugging, he looked around the apartment. And he noticed that the décor
was kind of…well, feminine. From the peach-colored curtains, to the
floral-print furniture. From the lace tablecloth on the dining room table, to
the unicorn collection that occupied the bookcase.
Oh, wow. Was
this guy…?
Not that
there was anything wrong with that. It was just that…
“Hey, Jack?”
Angelus said. He turned the deadbolt, locking the door.
“Yeah?” Jack
said, eyes still scanning the room. Frowning, he turned. “Where’s the TV?”
“It’s over
there.” Angelus nodded towards the corner. But, before Jack could look, his
host grabbed his shoulder. Angelus lowered his voice. Like you do when you have
a secret to share. “First, I think there’s something I should tell you about
Cordelia.”
Feeling
uneasy—the guy was a little too close for comfort—Jack tried to step back. But
Angelus had a really strong grip. “Um, what *about* Cordelia?”
Angelus moved
closer, until his face was inches from Jack’s. His voice lowered to a whisper.
“She’s mine.”
____________________
George paused
outside of Deana Downs’ door. He’d heard something. A strangled scream that cut
off abruptly. And a pop, like a tree branch snapping in two.
Wondering
what she was doing in there, the elderly man waited, listening for more. But no
other sounds emanated from the apartment.
“Strange
girl.” With a shake of his head, George went down the stairs.
____________________
Cordelia
glanced at her watch. It was now nine thirty.
“Uh-uh. No
way!” Folding her arms, she paced. “He is *not* standing me up.”
The lights
flickered.
“Yeah, I
*know* I didn’t want to go out with him. That doesn’t mean I want him to stand
me up!”
Cordelia
could almost feel Dennis shrug. Apparently, a woman’s mind was a mystery to all
men. Even the dearly departed ones.
“Megan is
*definitely* not going to hear the end of this. Her wonderful, amazing,
fantastic brother is turning out to be a real…”
There was a
knock at the front door.
Cordy blew
out an exasperated breath. “It’s about time,” she said through gritted teeth.
Stalking to
the door, she threw it open. Ready to let loose on her late date.
“Angel!” she
exclaimed, surprise taking the wind right out of her sails. “What are *you*
doing here?”
“I just…”
“Never mind.
Just come in.” She grabbed his armed and pulled him through the doorway.
“Thanks.
Didn’t know if I could get in on my own.”
Cordy was too
mad to really hear what he said. “Can you believe it? I think I’ve been stood
up!”
Angel
frowned. “Your date was a no show, huh?”
Cordelia just
threw up her hands. “And after all the time I spent getting ready, too.”
“Well, look
on the bright side. Maybe he was struck down by a car. Or he slipped in the tub
and drowned. Or some homicidal maniac broke his neck.”
Noticing the
smirk on Angel’s face, Cordy gave him a funny look. She knew Angel’s sense of
humor could be…unique. But…
“Ooh-kaay,”
she said. Brow furrowed, she gave him a closer look. There was something
different about him. “Are you alright?”
“I’m
perfect.” His smile broadened. “Why do you ask?”
She shook her
head. “I don’t know. You just seem to be…”
The telephone
rang. Cordelia decided to let the machine answer it.
“Maybe that’s
him,” Angel suggested. “Full of excuses and apologies.”
“It better
be.” She scowled. “If not, I’m going to make Megan’s life…”
((Cordelia?))
came the voice from the answering machine. ((It’s me. Angel. W-which you
probably already…know. Anyway, I’m sure you’re gone already. But, I just wanted
to tell you…we got a case! An actual case, with a client who wants to pay and
everything. Nothing urgent, but I thought you’d want to know. So, call me when
you get home. Um, okay. ‘Bye.))
Cordelia
stared at the answering machine. Her heart did a sickening thud before it tried
to pound its way out of her chest. A shiver crawled up her spine and, like a
shock wave, raced through the rest of her body.
Cordy’s eyes
widened with dawning horror. Slowly, she turned to face…him.
He watched
her, a mix of curiosity and amusement on his face. Folding his arms, he leaned
against the door.
“Come on,
Cordy,” he said with a wicked grin. “Let’s have some fun.”
********************
********************
PART THREE
As the truth
sunk in, Cordelia began to tremble. And her head. She couldn’t keep her head
still.
She glanced
from the answering machine, to the door, and back again.
“Oh, my God,”
she whispered. “H-how? How c-can you…”
“Be in two
places at once?” He grinned. “It’s a kick, ain’t it?” Pushing away from the
door, he started towards her.
And Cordy did
the only thing she could think to do.
She ran.
Spinning
around, Cordelia took a step towards the bedroom.
He was on her
in an instant, his left arm wrapped around her waist, his right hand wrapped
around her throat.
“Whoa,
dejavu.” Angelus laughed in her ear. “This is the second time I’ve done this
today.”
Cordelia
shivered, goose bumps prickling every inch of bare skin. Gasping for air, she
grabbed his wrist and tried to pull his hand away.
“Yeah, like
*that’s* going to work.” And he squeezed tighter.
Little black
spots danced before Cordelia’s eyes.
*Oh, my God,*
she thought. *I’m going to die.*
And it didn’t
seem real, because it was like all of those nightmares she used to have every
single night, but not so much anymore.
She waited.
Waited for him to snap her neck with one sharp jerk. Or to bury his fangs in
her exposed flesh. The nightmares always ended one way or the other.
But he did
neither. Instead, he rested his cheek against the back of her head. And she
could hear him take a deep, unneeded breath.
“Mmmmm,” he
purred, rubbing his face against her hair. “Do you know how good you smell? I
mean, you should. The way the souled-wimp is always sniffing around you? Dead
giveaway.” He took another breath. “Fear makes it better, though. Kind of
intensifies your scent, you know?”
Cordelia
blinked her eyes once. Twice. Those black spots were getting bigger and bigger.
The edges of her vision started to fade.
“And this?”
He gave her a little shake, making her cry out as his palm pressed against her
larynx. “He thinks about doing this all the time. Too weak to do anything about
it, though.”
Slowly, his arms
slid across her waist, until his palm pressed flat against her stomach. “And
the dreams…”
In one sharp
move, Cordelia reached up and back, aiming her fingernails at his face. Clawing
at his skin.
With a
startled hiss, he reared back.
Raising her
leg, she slammed her stiletto heel down on his foot.
He cried out
in pain. His hold slackened…but not completely. Hand still around her throat,
he spun her around to face him.
Yellow eyes
glared at her. “That *hurt*, bitch!”
Despite her
fading vision, Cordelia managed to give him her patented stare of death.
“S’posed to,” she gasped. “Ass…hole.”
Fangs bared
in an angry snarl, he shoved her away from him.
Cordelia
slammed into the wall. Her head connected with a sharp THWAK.
The air
rushed out of her lungs, and the world started to spin. Pain exploded, like a
cold, white light, through her brain. Groaning, she slid down until she sat
half slumped against the wall.
She almost
passed out. In fact, all things considered, passing out would have been a good.
But the visions had given her a high tolerance for pain. Automatically, she
tried to move through it. To push past it.
“Dammit!”
Reverting back to his human guise, he hunkered down in front of her. “Not
smart.”
She barely
heard him. Her mind was focused on one thing. Getting away. Which it looked
like she wouldn’t be able to do on her own. She needed help.
“Dennis?” she
said, a shaky whisper. The ghost had gotten stronger since Faith broke in that
time. He could…
“Hey!” her
captor exclaimed, making her jump a little. “Look at what I bought today.” He
pulled a rock out of his pocket. “Doesn’t look like much, I know. But the guy I
bought it from said it actually *neutralizes* ghosts.” He shook his head in
wonder. “Can you believe it? I mean, it doesn’t work against really powerful—or
really pissed—off ghosts. Just your more harmless, relatively weak ones.” A
worried frown tugged at his brow. “Hey, you don’t think this could be effecting
Dennis, do you?”
Cordy
squeezed her eyes shut. No help there.
She felt
disconnected from her body. She could feel it, but couldn’t get it to do what
she wanted it to do.
Still, she
managed to force her head up a little, to focus her eyes on his face. To smile
with satisfaction when she saw the scratches on his cheek.
Head tilted
to the side, he studied her. “God, you really are beautiful. I mean, I’ve been
around a long time. I’ve seen standards of beauty change more often than I can
count. But beauty like yours never goes out of style.” He grinned. “So, I’ll
try not to damage the face.”
She flinched
at the threat. “Go to hell,” she croaked.
Hands almost
gentle, he tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. “Only if I can take you with
me,” he said. And he ran one finger down her cheek.
Cordelia
whimpered. She didn’t mean to. But the truth of her situation was sinking in
deeper and deeper.
And she
thought of all the people she would never see again. Wesley, Gunn and Fred.
And Angel.
“Let’s get
this show on the road,” he said. Grabbing her under her arms, he stood up and
yanked her to her feet.
It was too
much. The swift movement. The sudden change in altitude.
The pain slammed
into the back of her skull like a hammer.
As everything
went dark, she sagged against him.
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Angelus held
her clasped to his chest. He liked how warm she was against his cold skin.
That was one
good thing about humans. Their warmth. And their scent.
He rested his
chin atop her head, closed his eyes, and breathed her in. He—the other one—did
it all the time. He used to try to deny it. To pretend he didn’t try to stay
within sniffing distance of her at all times. Then he decided it was a harmless
pleasure and let himself enjoy. Now, searching out her scent, even in a crowded
nightclub, filled with hundreds of hot, sweaty bodies, was second nature to
him.
He used to
wonder what she would taste like too. Not so harmless.
For hours, he
would sit, and think, and wonder. And feel guilty for thinking, and wondering,
and imagining.
Of course,
now, he liked to pretend he didn’t have that particular craving. In fact, he
pretended so well that he’d almost convinced himself it was true.
Angelus
smiled. Well, he didn’t have to pretend. He was going to taste his fill. And
live out some of the dreams he—the other one—tried so hard to forget.
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Deanna Downs
glared at the scene before. And the thing she’d created.
She could
feel the other one who’d been trapped here for so long. Immobilized. Powerless.
And so scared for that girl.
She could
feel the stone. It tried to hold her down. To make her powerless and weak, too.
But she was
too angry for it to touch her.
She could
feel her time running out. Soon, she would slip away. Like Jack had. Only one
thing had held her here this long.
She had to
finish.
“This time,”
she promised. “This time, I’ll get it right.”
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Suddenly,
Cordelia gasped. She reared back, almost jerking out of his hold.
Frowning,
Angelus grabbed her upper arms. What was this?
Cordy’s eyes
popped open.
“Hmph,” he
huffed. “Didn’t think you would wake so soon.”
Or had she?
She didn’t seem to be awake. Her eyes were glazed, staring through him.
He glowered
at her. This was something…unexpected. And, at the moment, the unexpected
wasn’t what he wanted.
“Cordelia?”
he barked. And, when he got know response, he gave her a shake.
And she began
to speak.
But they
weren’t really words. They were like music, sung with two voices. A language.
But not.
Suddenly, a
phantom breeze filled the room. Tossed the curtains and ruffled Cordy’s hair.
A force moved
between them. Pushed them apart.
As Angelus
stumbled away from her, Cordelia started to fall. But, then, some
invisible…something propped her up.
“What the
hell?” the vampire exclaimed, suddenly uneasy.
When the
sapphire mist appeared, surrounding him like wisps of fire, uneasiness turned
to fear.
And Cordelia
began to speak words he could understand.
“From these
flames,” she began, her voice an echo, “bring forth life in the image I desire.
Created from my will. Bound to my will. I am the Master, whom the servant will
obey!”
The flames
rushed at him. Into him. And burned beyond his undead flesh.
The force of
it knocked him off his feet, and he crashed to the ground.
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Finally
finished, Deanna Downs departed. Leaving the pretty girls battered body.
And Cordelia
Chase collapsed.
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Cordelia woke
slowly. Her mind focused on every ache. Every pain.
She moaned
softly and opened her eyes…
In time to
see the vampire rise to his feet.
“Oh God,” she
gasped as the memories flooded back.
His head
snapped around. Angry eyes bored into her.
New terror
crashed through her, and she struggled to sit up. She didn’t know why she was
still alive. But she wouldn’t be for long if she didn’t…
“What the
hell did you do to me?” he growled. Stalking towards her, he reached out.
“Don’t touch
me!” Cordy cried.
And he
snatched his hand back, almost like he’d been burned.
Fascinated,
Cordelia watched him. He seemed shocked by his own actions, staring at his hand
as if it wasn’t his.
Growling, he
reached for her again.
“Get back!”
Cordy cried.
And, with
obvious reluctance, he staggered away from her.
“Dammit!” he
yelled.
And that’s
when Cordelia had something very much like a vision. Only, without the pain.
She saw
Deanna Downs in her apartment. Performing some kind of ritual. Saying something
that made no since.
She saw
herself, muttering the same nonsensical words. But with more confidence. More
smoothly and lyrically than Deanna had earlier.
And she knew
what it all meant.
“Oh God.”
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Hurrying to
Cordy’s desk, Angel answered the ‘phone.
“Angel
Investigations.”
“Angel?”
Angel
frowned. It was Cordelia. Her voice was faint. Shaky and uncertain.
“Cordy? What
is it?” Angel demanded, feeling a panic that had become all too familiar.
“What’s wrong?”
She’d had a
blind date. And he’d let Wesley convince him not to follow her.
If anything
had happened to her…
“Um, Angel,”
she began. “I d-don’t…I…” She paused. took a deep breath. “I need you to come
to my apartment, Angel. There’s someone here you have to meet.”
THE END